Its been some time since I returned back to the States. The thing is my feet are here, but my heart is there. I got to talk to Habtamu between classes at school today. I miss him so much that it hurts, but hearing his familiar giggle and broken english put a little joy in my heart.
My mind often wanders to the sweet faces we met on this trip. My heart aches for these people, what did they do to deserve this? I am learning how to trust God with a deeper faith than I have in the past. I recognize there are things that I simply cannot control, but I rest knowing that Jesus is in control of all things. I rest knowing I can hand my every worry and my every doubt to Him because NO Earthly worry is too big for my God.
“Love like Jesus”.
I have repeatedly played this saying through my head since I have returned. Going back to school as soon as I got back to the States opened my eyes to so much. One being that I struggle loving His people here compared to how naturally I love those overseas. This has been a constant struggle for me and I’ve been working so hard at it. Surrounding myself in prayer from start to finish everyday has helped me to consciously love His people, no matter the color of their skin, the condition of their clothing, or the social status that they attain.”
John 15:12 “This is my commandment, that you love one another just as I have loved you.”
God calls us to love His people just like He has loved us from the very beginning. He has protected us, guided us, and loved us since the very second we were brought onto this Earth and we owe it to Him to love His creations just as He would.